Destroyer
Trouble in Dreams
March 18, 2008
"Shooting Rockets (From the Desk of Night's Ape)" is the sixth song on Destroyer’s Trouble In Dreams, and serves as a centerpiece, not only for this album (his eighth), but seemingly for Dan Bejar's entire recorded output. It is a sprawling anthem with shifting layers of guitars and synthesizers from which the rest of Trouble In Dreams spins and cycles just to the edge of chaos and back, on the strength of Bejar's singular vocals and Nicolas Bragg's churning guitar licks. "My Dear, Didn't you hear, a chorus is a thing that bears repeating?" asks Bejar, and then he repeats formulas, stratagems and realities we have come to expect from Destroyer: the name dropping of various women (historical, fictional and personal); the forays into fantastical realms; the pretensions and dreams; the failed relationships; the prophetic warnings; and the cross-referencing with prior Destroyer songs. Yet Trouble In Dreams remains a new experience, an amalgam of all previous Destroyer records that starts as a puzzle and unfolds delicately through repeated listening.
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Album Info
- Release Date:
- March 18, 2008
© (c) & (p) Merge Records 2008 - Catalog:
- MRG319
- Format:
- CD / LP
Tracklist
| 1. Blue Flower / Blue Flame |
| 2. Dark Leaves Form a Thread download |
| 3. The State |
| 4. Foam Hands |
| 5. My Favorite Year |
| 6. Shooting Rockets (From the Desk of Night’s Ape) |
| 7. Introducing Angels |
| 8. Rivers |
| 9. Leopard of Honor |
| 10. Plaza Trinidad |
| 11. Libby’s First Sunrise |
Contact
Motormouth
Judy Miller judy@motormouthmedia.com(323) 662.3865
Merge Records
Christina Rentz christina@mergerecords.com(919) 688.9969 x120
Lindsey Kronmiller lindsey@mergerecords.com
(919) 688.9969 x117
Lyrics
1. Blue Flower / Blue Flame
Okay, fine, even the sky looks like wine, and everywhere I turn there’s a
new face in town stuck inside the well - fresh hells to attend to…
Blue flower/Blue Flame – a woman by another name is not a woman.
Don’t know why, don’t know when, a cathedral sick of the sky again says
to it – “Oh, please not now! Will you just look at the time – it’s standing
still!” Somewhere applause falls dead on the hillside…
Blue Flower/Blue Flame – a woman by another name is not a woman.
I’ll tell you what I mean by that. Maybe not in seconds flat, maybe not
today…
Blue Flower/Blue Flame – a woman by another name is not a woman. I’ll
tell you what I mean by that. Maybe not in seconds flat, maybe never. A
gray ashen sadness rises like the sun, oh well. It was time I decided to try
this hotel: her world…
(Tulip has an inner animal, she’s in it for a good time. I was on the outs
for a while but now things are alright. I gave you a flower because foxes
travel light and a penny for your thoughts was never enough – your head
gets filled with that stuff…)
2. Dark Leaves form a Thread
Susan, the truth is sipping sherry branded by moonlight’s just a game
people are playing tonight. Seriously, terror advances…
Sorry if you should find me thinking of only the things that I need. I’ve
been living in America in churches of greed – it’s sick!
No, it’s cool. You go. I’ll stay, perfectly at home with this dread. Dark
leaves form a thread!
So, (should you still want me) you can find me down at the café, a little
bit too busy being served. Sworn enemy of the waitresses there, a late
September sunlight travels through her hair – it wants to be seen…
No, it’s cool. You go. I’ll stay, perfectly at home with this dread. Dark
leaves form a thread!
3. The State
Oh, The State cut off my arms and The State tore my eyes with her nails.
Hey, I was just put on this earth – a bad wind to trash the sails of all you
evil men!
You should know somewhere in the night there’s a blue broken drum
playing dead. And that’s good to know!
Oh, The State tore out our hearts and the state exposed our hearts and
wounded me, gave me this bad knee, tore down my baby’s favourite tree…
But, oh, you should know somewhere in the night there’s a blue broken
drum playing dead. And that’s good to know!
Loose lips sink the lives of disgusting women, so The State rolled me up
into a ball. I crushed diamonds in the fall and traded them for bread!
Turn away if you should hear me begin to sing! I look like a fucking
monster with this wing! Craving new experiences, so what, oh but maybe
you should know! Somewhere in the nightthere’s a blue broken drum
playing dead!
4. Foam hands
True loves regrets to inform you there are certain things you must do to
perceive his face in the stains on the wall… I didn’t know what time it was
at all. I didn’t know what time it was at all… Foam Hands…
Since you been gone, since you been gone, me and the King have been
steadily growing apart… I didn’t know what time it was at all, I didn’t
know what time it was at all… Foam Hands…
I’m not the kind to tell you what is true and what is totally out of
control… I didn’t know what time it was at all, I didn’t know what time it
was at all… Foam Hands…
5. My Favorite Year
You, in white, and me in grey go well tonight. So let’s linger here. This
used to be my favorite palm tree – I was starving in that shithouse the
world. But now it’s gone, and the whole point of everything’s the “moving
on.” Well, let’s see, a calm and a storm and (okay!) a star’s born. Now let
me just sit here and eat these almonds, on 3 and 4 and…
Beware the company you reside in! Beware the company you reside in!
Beware the company you reside in! Beware the company you reside in!
Beware the company you reside in! Beware the company you reside in!
Beware the company you reside in! Beware…
Nicole – she, blasted on ecstasy in some East Pender hovel circa 1993. It
was a good year, it was a very good year. And now it’s gone, they’re saying
the whole point of everything’s “the moving on.” Well, I can’t help but
feel somewhat opposed to this, my shit having been torched by fascists.
Though, in some small way, we’re all traitors to our own kind…
6. Shooting Rockets (From the Desk of Night’s Ape)
“Caution – hot ashes,” the girl says to her first kiss. They stuck eternity
inside a bird’s fist just to watch it fly, just to make things go, just to let
them slip away. Don’t ask me how I know, I just do. Night’s surgeon dons
his robes to take apart a fellow amateur. Oh, I’ve heard it once said that
one gives what one gets. Well, I didn’t go out into this world just to be
stung by a rich man’s hornets. And who amongst us has left these things
undone. Who let these animals into my kingdom. A blind doe learns to
work the rig, a once thin man turns into a pig: the empty groves wherein
my soul pukes the night away.
The problem as I see it, I was messed up on a tangent that was wrong.
They mix ‘em strong and I was partial to the feeling. It’s a terrible breeze
we’ve been stuffing our faces on, a terrible breeze from the east coming
on… bearing the scent of our one hundred first kills. You love her. You
leave her. You try to achieve a breadth of vision that she has from the
start. I’ve got street despair carved into my heart. I’ve got street despair
carved into my heart!
My dear, didn’t you hear, a chorus is a thing that bears repeating? And the
problem as I see it is – girls, stay away from that shit. Saw you in Swan
Lake, you were great! Saw you down in Strathcona Square devouring an
after eight (who cares, I didn’t mean it!) For your last encore you sawed
yourself in half. It was just you and your raft and this crummy requiem:
Shooting Rockets… Run or fly - at some point I had to ask why. I
had to show you a world not tethered to disasters, but this would prove
impossible. I snuck a look inside your skull and said - “Don’t look now,
but Gretchen’s seeing red again.” The truth is a thing to coax out of its
shell. The truth: on this you and I are going to tangle! Off, treacherous
bliss, off!
First you come in all sweet, and then on tiger’s paws you retreat into a
darkened, nether, shadow region. Hey, are they still serving that piss?
Shooting Rockets…
And it’d be true what they say, were they to say – “Why, yes, I dig the
scourge.” It’d be true what they say, were they to say - “Why, yes, I dig
the scourge.” It’s not that I quit. It’s not that my poems are shit in the
light of the privilege of dreams. “Alive,” she cried once. Now, “Alive!” she
screams. Shooting Rockets… Praise be the delightful muezzin tending
his flock and praise be those alabastar hands running amok on your body.
They love you in spite of your lame scene. We live in darkness, the light is
a dream you see. We live in darkness, the light is a dream you see. We live
in darkness, the light is a dream… shooting rockets…
7. Introducing Angels
Common scars brought us together. Common scars brought us together.
A commoner’s scars brought us together beneath an idiot’s moon. It
comes too soon. Just plant Tulip and watch her bloom… Introducing
angels…
Common scars brought us together. Common scars brought us together.
Prominent scars brought us together beneath the light of the moon.
Flower girl stalks the groom: a degenerate drunk on war graves, saying –
“Guide me, misty poet!”… Introducing angels…
8. Rivers
See the sun crawling over the sky. Keep an eye on the surf and the sea
and the sand. Don’t you know every night is a stand-off with the fucking
horizon…
You had a real time of it. Staring off into the light. Hands tied behind
you back. Steel chair giving you shivers. You always had a problem flowing
down rivers…
See the rain falling down from the sky to its death, smashed on the street
in despair, somewhere over there I swear!... You had a real time of it.
Staring up into the light.
Hands tied behind your head…
Stranded on the carousel. A cripple from the wreck. I was wringing a
bell’s neck, looking for a sign. “Three stars means I’m losing,” says The
Night to one of her romances. The plane lands and everybody dances, it’s
fine…
You had a real time of it. Staring off into the light. Hands tied behind your
head. Steel chair giving you shivers. You always had a problem flowing down
rivers… You’ve always had a problem flowing down rivers…
9. Leopard of Honor
The Leopard of Honor speaks to a crowd of the dead shouting out for
more. “Suspiciously fond of the fast ones… You must always leave them
wanting,” he said, so we went down to the store. I saw you at the store…
Now, in this regard, where do I start? Keep us free! Keep us apart! I
wanted to speak up but it was not my place. Just some little shit in love
with your eyes. A brute adrift in space. Pirouhettes across the sky’s face is
where you’ll find me…
I was dead on my feet, asleep for days, a stranger to the sun’s brutal gaze.
Oh yeah, Mother Superior’s the only one who calls. She says – “Hey,
when are you ever coming over? Remove that wretched writing from the
wall – it’s just more pictures again!”
Jenny fell like a ton of bricks. Jenny fell like a ton of bricks. These are
characterized as special times and these are special times… Jenny fell like
a ton of bricks. She travels in and out of you like some shade whistling
dixie. I didn’t know why. I guess I was high. Sick mansions freckled the
sky, saying - “For christsakes, inhabit me!”
I was dead on my feet, asleep for days, a stranger to the sun’s brutal ways.
Oh yeah, Mother Superior’s the only one who called. She said – “Baby,
are you ever coming over? Enjoy that wretched writing on the wall!”
Enjoy!...
Will The Leopard Of Honor speak? Will The Leopard Of Honor speak?
Please, stand, open your mouth, put out your hand and say - “I saw you
standing there singing for money...”
10. Plaza Trinidad
I was caught in the middle of a word war. This time it was Dense Light
versus The Azure. I was high as a kite! I was never coming home tonight!
And I couldn’t believe how loud it was. What devilry the source of this
screaming? You and your dress: fair game. The birds off Plaza Trinidad:
insane, you can watch them go!
I was stuck inside a river’s flow, a corridor’s glow’s idea of an ocean. Ok,
it’s agreed, I wasn’t much to look at then. Known mostly for the whites of
my eyes, a hen clucking escape from her torn surface…
And I couldn’t believe how loud it was. What devilry the source of this
screaming. You and your dress: fair game. The birds off Plaza Trinidad:
insane, you can watch them go!
I was stuck inside a river’s flow. A corridor’s glow. A world at war. The
kind of thing we’ve seen before. Dense light versus the azure.
I was high as a kite. I was never coming home tonight. I couldn’t believe
how loud it was, how loud it was…
And I couldn’t believe how loud it was… how loud it was…
11. Libby’s First Sunrise
Libby’s first sunrise. You’ve been wasted from the day of wandering and
boozing and sleeping outside. Now the light holds a terrible secret and
now you know that this is what you get. You’ve been wandering around.
You’ve been fucking around. You’ve been wandering around. You’ve been
fucking around…
Libby’s first sunrise. You’ve been wasted from the day of wandering and
boozing and sleeping outside. Playing the idiot all of your life and this is
what you get. Master of all you survey, but today you’ve been wandering
around. You’ve been fucking around. You’ve been wandering around.
You’ve been fucking around…
Libby’s first sunrise. You’ve been wasted from the day, and now you know.
Suffering idiots all of your life and this is what you get…
Now the light holds a terrible secret. The light holds a terrible secret.
The light holds a terrible secret. The light holds a terrible secret. Oh, the
light! Oh, the light!



